Chapter 86: Indulge

\"If you despise this place, you can leave, no one will stop you, and no one will dare.\"

“如果你鄙视这个地方，你可以离开，没有人会阻止你，也没有人敢阻止你。”

\"Why do you have to do these things? What do you want me to do? How should I deal with you?\"

“你为什么要做这些？你到底要我怎么做？你到底要我拿你怎么办才好？”

\"Tell me.\"

“你告诉我!”

\"How much more humiliation must you endure?\"

“你还要承受多少委屈呀？”

\"How much more pain must you suffer?\"

“你还要承受多少痛苦？”

\"How long are you going to hold everything in?\"

“你还要忍耐多久？”

\"A few days? A month? A lifetime?\"

“几天？一个月？一辈子？”

\"Do you know I\''m worried about you?\"

“你知道我很担心你吗？”

\"You don\''t believe my love for you.\"

“你根本不相信我的心意！”

\"You don\''t believe my feelings for you.\"

“不相信我的感情！”

\"What difference does it make if I believe? We are from two different worlds. Only without any connection or entanglement can we each find peace.\"

“我相信又能怎么样？我们是两个世界的人，没有牵连没有瓜葛，才能各自安好。”

\"Young master, I\''ve never doubted your feelings for me. Because people like you think it\''s beneath them to lie to someone from my background.\"

“公子，我从来没有怀疑过你对我的感情。因为你这样的人是不屑于和我这种身份的人说谎的。”

\"I will shoulder all the consequences on my own. \"

“一切后果会由我来承担！”

\"what\''s the use of you shouldering all the blame on yourself？You are just a scholar, while I am as weak as an ant. We can\''t be together even if we love each other. I cherish my life more than anything, and I won\''t bet my life for anyone, including you, young master.\"

“一切后果由你来承担？有什么用? 你只是一个读书人，而我像一只蚂蚁一样弱小。哪怕我们俩彼此相爱，也是不能在一起的。我珍惜我的性命胜过一切，我不会拿我的性命去开玩笑，去赌任何人，这里面也包括公子你。”

\"I am stronger than you thought, I…\"

“我没你想象中的那样弱，我……”

\"I don\''t care about your things. I just care about mine. Just leave. You and I are just not meant to be in this life. I will marry you if I can be a proper lady in my next life.\"

“你如何我不在乎，我只关心我自己。你走