Chapter 24: Adversity

Her sudden misfortune overwhelmed her, bringing a sense of defeat she had never experienced before. For the first time, she doubted herself:

这份遭遇瞬间让她承受了前所未有的巨大的挫败感，人生的第一次她不得不对自己生出怀疑：

"Do I lack control over my fate? Am I destined to go with the flow and accept whatever life throws at me?"

“我是不是真的没有自掌命运的能力？我是不是只能随波逐流听从命运的安排？”

Under immense pressure, she lost sight of her direction, unable to see where her path led.

在巨大的压力面前，她第一次迷失了自己前进的方向，看不清前路在何方。

This blow caused her to become an ordinary worker slowly at her new job.

这次的打击让她在之后的新工作表现中渐渐变得平庸。

She gave up her personal life for work, only to meet such an ending.

她为了工作放弃了个人生活，所以是却是这样一个结局。

You thought you were professional and you were good at your job. Then suddenly, you got fired for no reason and took the blame for something you didn''t do.

你认为你自己很专业，你的工作你也完成的很好。然后你突然无缘无故地被开除了，理由却是那莫须有的过错。

Later she found several jobs, but her passion was gone.

后来她找了好几份工作，但她的激情已经不再。

She was exhausted, and her heart was weary, but she accomplished nothing.

身也疲，心也倦，成就茫茫仍不见。

For ordinary people, making significant accomplishments is truly difficult, too complicated. Bound by restrictions, every step felt constrained, while her heart yearned to soar, but it remained a mere dream.

普通人真的想要做出点成绩真的太难太难，身受束，脚下步子缚，唯有心飘扬，却只是个梦。

She considered going to the library again to find the person she had chatted with last time, but she eventually decided to give it up.

她其实很想再次去图书馆看看能不能找到上次那个和自己聊天的人，但想想还是算了。

Because that person was enveloped in negativity, she already carried her burden of negative emotions. She couldn''t bear another blow from their negativity.

因为那人全身上下都是负面情绪，她现在本身就自带负面情绪，不能再承担他负面情绪的打击了。

If she wanted to chat with someone right now, she must seek out those with a positive mindset.

她就算现在想找个人聊天，她也定要找个心态积极向上的。

As an ordinary person without resour