Chapter 51: Girlfriend

此刻，是她人生最低谷的阶段，袁素清是她生命中的一束光。若说对他没有好感那是骗人的。

From her perspective, he embodied courage, determination, and ability that seemed beyond her reach but were precisely what she lacked and yearned for.

在她的眼中，他有着他可望不可及的勇气、决心和能力，这恰恰是她所欠缺，所渴望的。

She couldn''t help but feel her weakness and helplessness. As a human being, she could not shape her destiny, let alone have complete control over her life.

她感觉自己太过软弱，太过窝囊，生而为人，她连自己的命运都不能主宰，她自己的人生自己也不能做主。

If only she possessed half of his courage, half of his determination and half of his abilities, perhaps her life wouldn''t be in its current state.

若是她有他一半的勇气，一半的决心，一半的能力，也许她的人生就不会是现在这种境地。

She felt fate firmly gripped her, and she refused to surrender. But her limited capabilities hindered her from breaking free.

她感觉自己被命运扼住了喉咙，她不愿屈服，却又因为自身能力不够而无法挣脱出去。

He became the beacon of light in her life, and she wanted to follow that beacon and be near him. She was extremely drawn to him just by his mere existence.

他是她此时生命中的光，她想追着这束光走，想和这束光近距离的接触，因为他的本身就对她有着巨大的吸引力。