Chapter 68: Going Abroad

Have you ever cared about whether it would affect my grades? Have you ever considered whether I had important exams coming up? Did you ever care if I was taking the middle school or college entrance exams? I remember once, I was about to participate in a significant competition, and right before I entered the exam room, you called me crying about a fight with Dad. Do you know what happened? I bombed that exam. I could have easily won first place, but in the end, my name wasn\''t even on the list of winners. That\''s why I later chose to live in a boarding school and stay as far away from you as possible. I can\''t change you two. You will keep arguing forever. I can\''t solve your problems, but they will affect my studies and grades, the only way I can change my destiny.

你们一吵起架来就对其它事不管不问，你们从来不关心会不会影响到我的成绩？你们从来都不会考虑我是不是有什么重要的考试？你们从来都不关心我是不是要参加中考高考了？我记得有一次我去参加一次竞赛，很重要，可是我进考场之前你打电话找我哭诉和爸爸吵架了。你知道吗？那次考试我考砸了。我本来轻而易举就能拿到第一的，可是最终榜单上连我的名字都没有。所以后来我选择寄宿，选择尽可能远离你们。因为我改变不了你们，你们就是一直吵下去，我也解决不了你们的问题。可是你们会影响我的学业，影响我的成绩，而成绩是我唯一可以改变命运的出路。